Where is the promise of Happiness

your reply is still reverberating chaoticly
at this point of time
when i thought of the white doves beside the fountain
sweetness scattered
my feelings are inexplicably dragging
i realized i still love you
with you we continue to sing this song
pretending everything is alright
time has passed and walked away
there's a choice when it comes to love
you're becoming apathetic
the start of unhappiness
you wrote on a card
some romances only give to this point, really understand now
what happened, you're tired, where is our promised happiness
I understand, nothing left to speak, love has become bland, dreams are farfetched
counting carefully the times of happiness & unhappiness that you won't let go
those past feelings of having loved, so profound, i still remember
you stopped waiting, where is our promised happiness?
i was wrong, my tears have dried, i've let go, i've regretted
but that music box of the past is still turning, how do i stop that?